~mynameistrouble89

unfettered...
pushed to a new depth
lost my heart even more....
see me!
think of me as more!
i swear i am already so broken...
so strung out....
so breathless, excited, nervous
restless, flushed...

and again, all he has to do is float in...
cool and aloof...
and instantly...
the ache, the desire... it infuses me...
electrifies...

oh, it all comes so quickly and as he leaves
it comes crashing down and my heart
disappears once again....replaced by
a cold and numb substitute...

should whispers warrant you i'd whisper all my secrets
should dreams appeal to you i'd tell all
should thoughts draw you in i'd gladly share all and any...
should there ever be a way to catch you
as you have caught me so,
i'd do it faster than you stole my whole self...

in whispering dreams
full of fever...
that's where
you'll find her...

dreaming of something
she's close
to convinced
doesn't exist...

but tonight, that thought
won't cross her mind.

instead, what will
are bedazzling images
of existence...
and warmth..

and she wonders,
do you dream
dreams, frought
with fever..

of things that aren't?
what enchants you?
quietly though,
she returns to

her daydreams...
weary and cradled,
in bliss and splinters
of pain....

bits of heaven,
on earth. indeed
they do exist,
in human form.

she sees them
every sunday...
just glimpses,
but nonetheless,

alive and breathing,
in front of her.
no mere apparitions
or dreams of her

mind, but flesh,
blood, smile, and
scent.
and every second,

she pleads, and longs,
to one day, have
her own bit of heaven
in human form...

the heart, flesh,
touch, scent,
smile, embrace,
love...

just this simple
request, nothing
more...



(i apologize for the previous post, completely uninspired, hope this give a little more buzz and is more satisfying)

So the wistful girl,
finally crawls into bed
whispering up to
the heavens

praying...that
somehow...
someway....
he would see her

see her for more..
but perhaps she must
just leave it to
divine will

to bring them
together...
it's just like the
line "my heart is

bursting in your
perfect eyes"
as he smiled at
her tonight...

and as she sighs
and falls into
dreams...it is
him she's tangled in

(if this is gonna run round in my head/i might as well be dreaming)

needless to say
you're still the one
i can't figure out.
still the one

that i'm convinced
i don't ever need to
see anymore...
and pretty much

the one who taught me
how to smile through
the pain...
but one can only take

so much pain and, darling,
my smiles been broken
before
but i still don't mind

smiling just for you...

if it were the key
to your heart
i would smile for
the rest of my days...